Tuesday, August 21, 2007

SITI Last Day

SiTI Day Last Day
Suzuki Jam

Today we did Suzuki for 2 hours with all 63 participants and teachers on the Theatre stage in front of a group of people invited to watch with the Rachel's playing. Amazing. Trascendent. Joyous.

Viewpoints Jam

Again in the theatre with the Rachel's and an invited audience. This time we were broken into groups and doing open sessions for 15 minutes a piece. My group consisted of all the Columbia people and we had a smashing good time. Hard to comment on something you were doing, but all the other groups made beautiful, beautiful pieces.

That night was the second groups performances of their compositions. Really good to finally see work of people you have been around for so long, gotten to know, but not worked with.

The last piece of the night was one of the finest pieces of theatre I have seen. It touched me so much and was so simple. It is what I want my theatre to be. Not it specifically, but the ideas that it evokes, questions that it raises. Utterly beautiful. Grand. Simple. Necessary

I appreciate those of you who have read my ramblings and meanderings. Hopefully I have sparked questions in you or raised ideas. That is all I really want. A dialogue. It is better for all of us to share our ideas, even if we don't always agree. I came to SITI to get a leg up on Columbia before I start, I leave feeling like I got a leg up on my artistry.

Go See their work, support them, criticize them if need be, but you can not dismiss them. For those in NYC Hotel Cassiopea opens at BAM on October 9. They tour all the time and you should try and see their work. You should try and go next summer and experience what I experienced.

Take care of each other. Here's to a better tomorrow.

SiTI Day 25

SiTI Day 25
Double Day and Performance tonight.

Suzuki with Ellen

When scared, tired, or unsure you can always go home. Home = your body. That never changes. Plays, directors, actors all change. But you will always have yourself.

How do you train all day for a performance that night? That's what today was all about. Getting yourself to a state of readiness at the end of the day.

Viewpoints with Barney and the Rachel's in the Theatre

Barney is changing the Viewpoints a bit. He worked with Mary Overlie before working with Anne and coming to SITI. He is trying to adapt the viewpoints in a new way. 4 Zones

The being and noticing zone
The Statue or Achitecture zone
The Movement zone
And the Speaking zone

When in those zones you can only do the one thing, not a combination.

Viewpoints with Bondo

Compressing the space with Architecture.

Suzuki with Akiko

Performance that night.

The piece went very well. All 6 pieces went very well. Good work by all.

Take care of each other, here's to a better tomorrow

SiTI Day 24

Viewpoints with J. Ed and the Rachel's in the Theatre

It's Ok to be in your head. It's not Ok to be in your head and say "AAAGGGHH, I'm in my head what do I do?"

The more stuff that is added, the more you need to clarify. It's like cable TV, We now have 500 channels, but 400 of them are crap. When more stuff is added to the mix, specify, clarify, simplify.

As my childhood hero said " With great power comes great responsibility"

Suzuki with Leon

It is a Paradox. Soft, gentle top. Rigid, engaged bottom.

Suzuki would get notoriously mad when an actor would come in and had not used their time to work on their part. Rehearsal is the time where you come in to work with other people. Do your work alone at home and bring in for the group.

Practice with the ghosts of all the other people who are practicing alone as well

Presence is the phenomena of the actor

It is very humbling and enobling to be in the presence of someone without any defences

All seminal works in the Theatre have been created by Companies. The Company is the natural model for the theatre. How do you do this in a country that doesn't encourage the company model?

Voice with Ellen

Excellent. She is one of Suzuki's main actresses, and when she is gone work on his shows doesn't stop. Instead she had to come in ready to go at the same level as everyone else the second she is there. She developed a Vocal training system to get to the level of the rest of the company. It is amazing. Can't really describe it. Try to experience it if you can.

Playwrighting with Michael

Writing is underdetermined, writing can't fill in all the gaps. Story has to fill it in.

Cause and response. Like Billiard balls. O O O---------->*O------>

Create a pattern, break it, build a scene

Create a rule, just make the rule visible, don't complicate things.

What are the rules of this universe?

Make the thing invisible

SITI Day 23

Suzuki with Bondo

Introduction of You are my Sunshine.

I can't begin to describe this except to say try doing the most physically strenuous thing you have ever done or imagined and then sing You are my sunshine with a smile on your face while doing it.

Fast Marches

Viewpoints with J.Ed and the Rachel's in the Theatre.

The Rachel's played live for us in viewpoints. It is amazing to work with them. They are viewpointing off of what you do, it makes you aware of yourself in a way that is almost scary.

Duration- Go farther than you think that you should. It enables other people to play off of it.

Wake up the space, where are we not looking

Keep going inside, don't decay

We all want to be hamlet, but what happens when we are cast? If the focus is suddenly thrown on you are you going to back down or rise to the challenge?

Don't let the audience see the blueprint, just let them have the experience in awe.

Does the audience need to hear you speak, or can they just experience you doing it?

Take care of each other, Here's to a better tomorrow.

SITI Day 22

SITI 15th anniversary reunion this weekend. Past participants were invited to come back and see Radio Macbeth on Friday and take part in the Suzuki and Viewpoints Jam on Saturday and have a big gala dinner that night.

Radio Macbeth was wonderful. I had been wanting to see a show by SITI that wasn't written for them specifically. Everything that I have seen of theirs ( House, Bobrauschenbergamerica, and Hotel Cassiopea) has all been created by them or written specifically for them. I wanted to see Midsummer and Macbeth because despite my undying love for this company everything I have seen has come off as cold and unemotional. They are virtuosic, no doubt. They are beautiful, no question. But every time I leave the show I think "Hmm, that was nice. Where should we eat?" I'm not touched. I'm made to think, a lot. And I appreciate that. But, I also want to feel. I thought it had something to do with the writing and wanted to test my theory out with the two shakespeare works.

Radio Macbeth was wonderful. It wasn't my favorite thing in the world, but it came very close to fulfilling what I look for in a great show. It was virtuosic, Beautiful, Smart, and made me feel. SITI once again proved why they are the preeminent American Theatre Company. I want to see Midsummer.

The weekend was mostly taken up with rehearsal for the second composition. Saturday night at the party the company was showing a slideshow of pictures over the last 15 years and clips from all of there shows. It was amazing. It was very emotional for them and the idea of having a company around after 15 years and living and working together on such a personal level became very emotional for me as well. There was a noticeable absence though. Anne was still recovering in the hospital, and everyone was missing her presence. Ellen said that Anne kept drunk dialing her as the anesthesia wore off.

Sunday we threw away our script and started over. We present tomorrow (Monday) and after a week of accomodating each other and avoiding conflicts, we realized that we had a piece of shit that nobody wanted to do. So we started over with 18 left. We needed to come up with a story, Write that story, block that story, rehearse that story, and tech it all in 18 hours. No problem. We came up with a pretty great idea that we meshed together into a really nice composition piece. Anthony and I stayed up until 4 AM making all the sound cues for it. As we didn't have any time for memorization we decided to do voice overs and go heavy on the tech. We would be presenting these again on Thursday for an audience so we knew we had time to fix the problems and re-rehearse after monday. We ended up with 68 soundcues in a 10 minute piece.

I skipped morning classes the next morning to continue working on things ( and sleep)

Composition

Always listen to your designer, they do more shows than you

Don't just address problems, reinvest in the good.

When you go to a restaurant on the trip there you are remembering to take a left on 55th, right on 5th ave, half a block, stop before the ivy club. Your not tasting it in your mouth. Don't go after the experience, go after the work so you can have the experience

Robert Wilson has a very simple and stupid structure. He tells you what he is going to do. He does it. Then he tells you what he just did.

Every actor should be able to go onstage and perform the show. Not the entire piece, but their thread, their piece. Without anyone else. Specificity.

Overall good notes, mostly what we thought we would get in the way of memorize for thursday and clean this up, but some things that really stood out:

When using Voice over, don't disconnect it from the actors. The audience just ends up listening, like the radio, they don't have a third experience. Seeing, hearing, then what?

Put your fingers on what matters

The piece was sleepy, wake it up.

Throw the weight on the acting.

Take care of each other, Here's to a better tomorrow.

SITI Day 18

2 Fire alarms went off last night ( or I should say early this morning) one at 4 AM for about 45 minutes, and again at 6 AM for 5 seconds.

Today is a double day and we are literally dragging ourselves into class. Our eyes are glazed over and we are all worried about breaking down and falling apart.

Suzuki with Ellen

Suzuki deals with Music, Text, Your Body, and Time

When you brake, you still have to keep the pedal to the metal ready to release. When the command is given the leg has to shoot like a gun. Get it down/out/up so you can brake again.

There is no right or wrong. There is only being a better artist or Failing better.

Viewpoints with Bondo

An amazing class. We are so tired, sore, and out of it that we aren't worried about how we look or what we think should happen. Our body has literally taken over. We all seem to be operating on a subconscious level. Suzuki was the same, we all seemed to be better today. Because we weren't thinking about it. We just did it. No Judgements

Viewpoints with Leon

Building a structure of repeatable movements and having a partner recreate. It shows how specific you are when your partner doesn't have a clue what you did, or even better they tell you a story that they saw based off of your movement that has nothing to do with what you were doing.

You have to be the conductor and the creator at the same time. You have to be able to hit the record button while doing something so as to be able to repeat it. Just as in Grotowski, each moment must be filled with a life and repeated to the same effect.

Freedom vs. Accountability. You are able to do whatever you want, but you have to be held accountable for it. If you throw out a move into space, it exists in the world now and can be repeated.

A part is never truly yours until you can give it away to someone else. In Eastern theatre roles are handed down through the family or to apprentices. Can you give your part away by being so specific that someone can step in and play it immediately?

Take care of each other, Here's to a better tomorrow.

SITI Day 16

Suzuki with Bondo

When Grotowski saw Suzuki's company doing the work he commented that the system was all about the brakes. The patterns in Suzuki aren't there for the move, it is for the stopping. It is there to challenge the balance, the breath, and the focus of the actor. Being onstage isn't easy, and shouldn't be. Suzuki training is there to put you in the crisis and see where you stand. It is a sure fire way to show your shortcuts, your tricks, and your perceived limits.

Audience's breathe with us. In shakespeare, punctuation's are specific. Now granted they were probably added by the actors who sat down and read aloud there parts for the written version to be printed. But, those punctuation's come from the breath. When we breathe a lot, we break up the pattern of thought. On the flip side, if we don't breathe enough the audience holds its breath with us. It builds a tension that they subconsciously want released.

Viewpoints with Stephen

In my new group there are a lot of international students. 3 Spaniards, A dutchman, A greek, A malaysian, and of course some Aussies thrown in for good measure. They all are completely fluent in english, with the exception of the Spaniards. But in Viewpoints that doesn't matter. Because in Viewpoints we are speaking in the language of Time and Space, it is universal.

We started viewpointing with text today. The tough part is not acting and using the content of the words. Use the text as just another tool, don't let it become the only tool and don't let it stop your movement. Speak from the crisis, the imbalance. That is what the audience wants to see.

Playwrighting with Michael West.

Michael is a Playwright from Ireland that the company has started working with and he is working on a new translation and adaptation of The Seagull for them.

Can Theatre represent itself and Something else?

Take the idea of the Eucharist in Christianity. The Schism between Catholicism and the Protestant reformation was in large part due to the idea of Trasubstanciation. When taking communion the believers in Transubstanciation believed that they were literally eating the body of christ, and literally drinking the blood of Christ. That the moment it hit your lips it magically turned into the host. The Reformers believed that communion stood for the body and blood of christ. "This do in Remembrance of me" So on one side you have Mystery, Magic, and Transcendence and on the other you have Metaphor and Clarity.

What is Theatre? The former or the latter? A mix of both? Can both work?

Every play is a struggle with a big object. Imagine trying to carry a large object across the room, say a baby elephant. The sheer will power of belief needed to do that and the negotiation of the act is a metaphor for theatre. But it is also a struggle with a tiny object. The sheer attention and specificity needed to convey the small message a long way is also the metaphor for theatre.

Closer to the gutter we get the more shit we find. Go back to the Greeks. Performed as a part of a religious ceremony, what props did they have? Virtually none. Roman, where the gods were still being praised but not the reason for performance, what props did they have? Some, but not many. Shakespeare, Still evoking the gods but only as a tertiary focus, what props did they use? More, but only key things-Handkerchief, dagger, skull, etc. Then comes Naturalism and the props explode on stage like an orgy of epic proportions.

Take care of each other, Here's to a better tomorrow.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

SiTI Day 15

SITI Day 15
Two double days Thursday and Friday.

Desperately wanted to sleep this weekend. But a fire alarm (twice) on saturday kept any of us from doing that. Rehearsed composition piece a lot.

We are switching our morning groups today. Just when I was getting comfortable with my class I have to meet new people that I've never even said hello to and viewpoint with them.

Viewpoints with Anne

Introducing Vocal Viewpoints.

Sats- Eugenio Barba of the Odin Teatret. The state of readiness before an action. The point right before diving off a diving board. Return to that when in doubt.

The brain actually fires in silence. When listening to music, during a caesura in the sound the brain explodes with activity.

Suzuki with Akiko

Being ready to go doesn't mean that you have to be a slave to time. You have to be ready to go and take control of time.

The audience can like you or loathe you, but never let them dismiss you.

Suzuki is not to be perfect. If it were done perfectly one day, you might as well pack your bags and go home, there is nothing left to do. It is a container for the greater experience.

When Grotowski watched this work being done he commented "It's all about the brakes" It's not about the movement, but the end of the movement. The slamming on the brakes and still being ready to go.

Just as in Grotowski's Method of Physical Actions, every moment has to have a purpose and image. It becomes hard to keep them all going fully focused, but it's supposed to be hard. When I was doing The Laramie Project right after I got back from Grotowski I had a 150 page notebook filled with the map of my physical actions just for my opening scene. That was a bit extreme, but it is that level of detail that Grotowski, and Suzuki, are calling for. Build yourself a container to live freely in. Make a strong structure for the addition of strong contents.

Compostion with Leon and Anne

Direct quote from Anne "That was fucking gorgeous" Overall comments were that the piece was Visually stunning and beautiful. However the story fell by the wayside.

Story was to complicated, it didn't translate over.

Stupid story not apparent.

Breaking from the structure kept the audience from establishing the relationships.

The more poetic or scientific text you have the more reality you need to buffet it.

We painted a house we hadn't built yet. Again, we forgot to act it. We were missing the stanislavski base.

Situation gives you character

Repetition needs to build or it becomes deadly

Scenography was brilliant, story was poo. Imagistically it was a payoff, emotionally it wasn't.

I recreated a character that they loved from last weeks piece. It was clown like character inspired by Fellini. Anne commented that last week it was an Amouse Bouche ( a pre-appetizer appetizer) this week the character was a palate cleanser (like a sorbet) but I became less specific in my story as the piece went on.

Movement is like punctuation. If it is sloppy it isn't heard.

Durrenmatt had a saying about theatre. If he closes his eyes and only hears, it is a lecture. If he close his ears and only sees, it is a slide show. Theatre is the disagreement between what is seen and heard.

Artifice and the thing you can't fake.

Don't move unless you have a reason to move, and variety isn't an acceptable reason.
Don't Speak unless you have a reason to speak, and my next line isn't an acceptable reason

Repitition isn't " We're back to this again" it's "What are they going to do with it now?"

Each scene should ambush the scene before it.

Do the composition again, different director, new rules, in front of an audience last week.

Take care of each other, here's to a better future.

SITI Day 10

SITI Day 10
Viewpoints with J.Ed

Worked on Architecture. Abstract use and literal use.

Suzuki with Bondo

Never idle. Foot to the base, burn rubber but don't move.

Voice with Ellen

Use your voice like a dart. Be clear when you want to send it. Not a general wash. Generality is the enemy of all art.

Design with Darren (Sound) and Brian (Lights)

Use design as another viewpoint.

Design is governing space and time in a production

It can be another actor in the room

Design isn't a band-aid, it should be a part of the DNA.

We go to the ballet to hear the music better.

We hold the after image in our visual cortex. Humans aren't built to bump forward. The after effect of music, taking it out has to be equally important.

Everything is flexible ( except regional theatre)

Sometimes design plays counterpoint, sometimes melody

Don't fight the design, don't let the design fight you. Simpatico.

Unlock from the series of understandings.

Ask more of an audience, ask them to be participants.

Take care of each other, here's to a better future.

SITI Day 9

SITI Day 9
Viewpoints with Stephen
Suzuki with Kelly
Text with Stephen

Anthem for Doomed Youth

What passing-bells for these who die as cattle?
Only the monstrous anger of the guns.
Only the stuttering rifles rapid rattle
Can patter out their hasty orisons.
Now mockeries now for them, no prayers nor bells;
Nor any voice of mourning save the choirs,
The shrill, demented choirs of wailing shells;
And bugles calling for them from sad shires

What candles may be held to speed them all?
Not in the hands of boys, but in their eyes
Shall shine the holy glimmers of good-byes.
The pallor of the girls' brows shall be their pall;
Their flowers the tenderness of patient minds,
And each slow dusk the drawing down of blinds

Wilford Owen 1917

If it's to hard, get out of the theatre. If it were easy it would be your mom.

Movement with Barney

Shape + Time = Movement


Leon told me a story about a time he was acting in one of Suzuki's shows. Every summer in Toga, Japan ( where Suzuki has his theatre, Outdoors mind you) these gigantic flies descend on the mountain. They are similar to horseflies, but are bigger and like to bite humans. Normally they descend at dusk and the company, after a long day of training, had to make the decision of walking through them and getting bitten or running on tired legs to avoid the bites. In a performance one time a fly was circling Leon's head. Now he could not shoe it away, because that was not part of the show. So the choice was get yelled at by Suzuki or get bit. Leon chose to get bit. The fly landed on his forehead right between his eyes and chomped down. The pain was excruciating but leon held on thinking it would go away. But since it wasn't being shoed away, it just kept tapping the vein. After 15 bites, the fly heavily flew away. Leon was hoping that the audience hadn't notice him flinch or that the blood running down his face wasn't distracting. Finally the time to exit the stage came. He got offstage and asked did he distract to much from the show. No one knew what he was talking about. No one saw the fly, all the blood coalesced in Leon's Big Bushy Eyebrows and didn't run down his face. Leon was alone with his pain the entire time. But, Suzuki wouldn't have yelled at him for swatting his head or falling over only. He would yell at him for swatting his head or falling over dramaturgically. If he had to swat his head, if he could have justified it in the story he could have swatted his head. Otherwise he would break the story. Justify your decision, not after it is made, but before or in the making of it. Serve the story

Take care of each other, here's to a better future

SITI Day 8

SITI Day 8
Spent weekend rehearsing Composition and trying to get some much needed sleep.

Viewpoints with Anne

The idea of different levels of energy. Vertical Energy= The earth, You, and the gods. Horizontal Energy= You and everyone around you. Heavy Energy= Young Energy willing to throw yourself out there. Light Energy= Old energy, conserving itself.

Suzuki at its extreme is too Vertical
Viewpoints at its extreme is too Horizontal.
How do you play with its opposite?

Worked on Topography (floor Pattern) this was the viewpoint that I understood the least and now I thoroughly enjoy playing with it. We had to go to the extreme and set a floor pattern to recognize it, but now I am picking up on it just as easily as Spatial Relationships.

Suzuki with Kelly

Play with Horizontal energy in Suzuki

Breath is food for the body.

Exactitude needs more energy, when in doubt be more exact.

Composition with Leon and Anne.

Go over your day at bedtime. Look at what is happening, not what you want to happen. Close your eyes. What do you remember, what stood out?

How do you create work that leaves an impression? Learn what stays. Know what you really like and cultivate it.

Phenomenology

The thing thats the most important is the thing that you are usually embarrassed by. Vulnerability.

Robert Altman said to pick 5 things from any of his movies that you like or remember and hey are most likely accidents. Plans are ther for accidents. Accidents are what you live off of.

An Actor walking downstage is actually trying not to walk upstage (Brecht) Play with opposites and obstacles

You have the form, but how do you hide the form with humanity?

Question---------->Solution. But find another question in the solution or it will die.

Don't put on a sound cue unless you know how to take it out with just as much if not more vibrancy.

General Comments on our Composition were good. Images stuck with them, however the acting wasn't totally up to snuff. I completely concur with them. It seems like in the general rush to get things done we forgot to spend time thinking about very basic acting questions (who am I, what do I want, what's stopping me from getting it, what can I do to get it) It seems like this is a major problem when time and pressure converge. We think we are good enough to pull it off with middle school acting. But we can't. We are building a container that needs just very strong contents.

We played at the text, we didn't play the text. Don't tell them what it is, let them experience it.

The entire world is asleep, the artists job is to wake it by turning it- Victor Slavski

Don't always try to make homeruns, Make line-drives. Consistency is the key.

Playing the effect then the act

Where are you putting the audiences attention? Put it on the most human act.

More extremes, Big or small, not middle of the road.

Ideas are like kids screaming at you.

Irwin Goffman- Behaviour in Public Places

It's so stupid, but the best theatre is stupid. We want to go there with you. Reveal the wizard behind the curtain. The real magic is making the audience still believe in it after revealing the wizard.

Unity does not mean loss of individuality, just the opposite, more individuality is needed.

Do composition again, not sight specific, but in black box. This time I'm directing.

SITI Day 5

Double Day. Two Suzuki's, two Viewpoints.

Viewpoints with Anne ( her surgery got postponed)

The secret to all art is: You live, then you die. Everything is in a constant struggle with entropy.

She is very fun to Viewpoint with. She is very active with it.

Do it before thinking about it. Don't prepare, just do it before thinking about it.

Garth Fagan's Dance company is known for their jumps. They never prepare for them they just jump and it takes everyone by surprise. Play with surprising yourself.

Suzuki with Ellen

Suzuki with Leon

Concentration isn't about the singular focus, it's about the all encompassing focus. How can you maintain your image in your minds eye, while also focusing on your balance, breathing, and concentration

We've been called the strongest group they've had so far. The problem is that we are being academic about it. We're not enjoying it, we're not savoring it. We're just trying to be perfect.

Small changes that are very miniscule can be huge. Tubby or Not Tubby. To Be or Not To Be. Miniscule change, but enormous.

Viewpoints with Barney

More with the eyes. Don't be Viewpoint Zombies. Is this something they have changed, seen wrong with other people, or are we all trained incorrectly?

Symposium with Anne in the Theater

What are we trying to do in theatre?

1) Trying to create a model society

Stanislavski came to America, Strasberg, Clurman, Adler, and Crawford all saw the work they did. We think they were wowed by the acting ( which they were) but what was the first thing they wanted to do? They wanted to form a group. It was the idea of living together in a model society that started the impetus for The Group Theatre and the further offshoots ( however delusional or far away from the original idea)

Can we get along in the play? Can we get along in the room?

Theatre is the only form about societies.

2)Trying to show a model human being.

Mirror Neurons. A neuron that fires while watching someone do something live. We are actually subconsciously censoring ourselves from repeating it. The more familiar you are with the activity the more your neurons are firing.

Differentiate one moment from the next, that is the actors true job

Acting is a person at his/her peak potential

3)Cultivate Distance and Intimacy

John Conklin at NYU Grad Design always tells his students to Go near or far, never stay in the middle distance.

Real vs. Artificial- If there is only form, there is no life. If there is only reality, there is no form.

Freedom doesn't mean the freedom to do. It means the freedom to not do or not expect. Jared please correct me, but it isn't the freedom of the press or freedom to practice religion, but rather the freedom to not have anyone tell you that you can't practice your religion or the freedom to not have someone stifle your speech.

Certainty always leads to violence. Religion, for all its well meaning intentions, will always lead to violence because of certainty.

4)Reify Courtesy ( reify means to make real)

Chivalry ( and the entire chivalric code) was originally created to treat the other person as if they were dangerous. That way you would treat each other with respect so as not cause any reason to fight.

Courtesy in museums. People are taking pictures on their cell phones of works of art. They are saying I own this. I am bigger than this and I can take it if I want.

Be courteous about space.

Making the space dangerous at the beginning of rehearsal not an hour in to the process.

5) Articulation as access to neuroplasticity

The brain changes by constantly learning something new.

Post-modernism is dead ( as expounded by Anne Bogart, and if anyone in theatre has the right to say that I say she has earned it) Now the search for meaning has begun.

Who's stories are we telling, and how are we telling them?

How you tell your story is how your life becomes. If you tell it as a constant problem, your life will become a constant problem

6) We are changing time

Life is on internet time, we have the ability to make time more elastic in the theatre

Go after it, but don't forget to taste it.

7) Cultivate patience and confusion

It engages the imagination

8) Allow the dead to speak

What you need to create a piece is a Question, and Anchor, and a Structure.

Take care of each other. Here's hoping for a better future

SITI Day 4

Suzuki with Akiko

We've covered the 4 basic positions, 3 sitting statues, and Stomping Shakuhachi. These are the foundation that you build and expand on. We are starting to add in text and really focusing on breath ow.

Viewpoints with J.Ed

Working with Spatial awareness, Tempo, Kinesthetic response.

3 up 4 Down

Collaboration with Brad and Megan

This was the coolest thing I've experienced in a while. We (20 of us) are charged with the task of recreating a painting from several different tiles. We are given jobs (Stakeholders- Presenter, Funder, Board Members, Executive Directors, Artistic Directors, and Arists) that will all work to make this piece of art. However, no one knows what this piece of art looks like. As an artist I can only paint my little patch and hope it matches up with everyone else's. We are making a 4' by 5' mural from an 8" by 10" copy cut up into smaller squares. It has to be on time ( 1 hour) on budget (everything costs money- from the paper ($1,000) to the paint ($2,000), the ability to see the bigger picture for 10 seconds ($3,000) to buying 15 more minutes($30,000)) and it has to exceed the stakeholders expectations. We artists aren't allowed to move closer to other tables to match up tiles- unless we pay. No additional supplies- unless we pay. No changing the picture. We can't leave the table with our picture-unless we pay. The stakeholders can come and go as they please. Executive leaders have to turn in a financial report at the end of every quarter (15 min) We start with $400,000 and fundraising can be done. This is a for-profit model so you want to come in way under budget. Go!

Immediately mass confusion insued- No one communicated with each other. Hierarchies were put in place without notifications. I was an artist so I simply went about my task without much concern with what was going on around me, because I didn't know what was going on around me. Every once in a while my artistic director would come over to give some words of encouragement or ideas that were floating around the room, but it was mainly general chaos. Before we came to the halfway point and our break the Executive directors paid so that all the tiles could leave the table to see how they were fitting together. Now mind you we still didn't know what the picture was and here we are trying to figure out which corners matched. Again, no one was in charge and general hysteria reigned supreme.

We took a break to talk about the experience so far. The executive directors were worrying about the budget, apparently they hadn't been paying attention to it. The stakeholders were worried about the project not being on schedule, and we artists still didn't have a clue what was going on we were just doing our thing. Everyone needed to see the bigger picture. We all needed to know our role in the completion of the task. Work is always going to begin before you say go. Change that and define when you start, otherwise people will just blindly go about the tasks that they know well. I worked quickly, and because of that I would finish 5-10 minutes ahead of my other artists and just sit there because a structure wasn't set up to utilize my speed, or another persons eyes, or another persons sense of color.

We started back ready to jump in, but the executive directors wanted to have a meeting with the "company". When did we become a company? We're just a bunch of individuals now, We were all really worried about the time being used on the meeting. More communication doesn't mean better communication, better communication doesn't mean more. Ellen Lauren (our stakeholder) came in to help giving us a different color orange to better match the original color we were trying to recreate by blending. However she only gave it to us before she got pulled away for something. We had no idea that she never told anyone that she made the decision without telling anyone else. We scrambled in the last 5 minutes t repaint all the orange on the painting to match my one tile. We also found out that there was white within the last 5 minutes, and I had been screaming for white since the beginning. Again it devolved into mass confusion at the end with everyone talking and running around with their heads cut off. But we made it ( with 15 minutes extra bought) and a few creative licenses with the picture. We also came in under budget and made a $66,000 profit. The most of the other groups who also participated.

But, we pulled it together at the last minute and Brad and Megan were taking bets we would never make it. The point had been made. Isn't that how theatre operates most of the time? Nobody is communicating well enough. The actors are doing there thing unaware of what is going on around them. The stakeholders are unaware of what the artists are doing and therefore don't mind coming in to mess with things willy-nilly? Nobody is talking to anybody intelligently? Yet it all comes together at the end?

But it doesn't have to be that way.

Composition went much better in direct response to what we had just experienced.

Take care of each other. Here's hoping for a better future.

SITI Day 3

Viewpoints with Barney ( Rihacek, I absolutely see why you are in love this man, he is a beautiful soul)

Classical Theatre is structured in a vertical line, Hierarchical. Viewpoints flips that over and makes it horizontal. Nothing is more important than the other. No beginning and end (except Time and Space)

Use all 5 Senses. Actors need to see like a painter, Hear like a composer, Feel like a sculptor, smell like a sommelier, and taste like a chef.

We have all noticed something here amongst ourselves and are curious to ask the company if it is a change or if everyone is trained wrong across the country. The word soft focus has never been used. While viewpointing we are encouraged to look at each other. This seems like such a minor change, but it really is drastic. We all got on stage went into soft focus, Zombie face, and were told "No, look around, make your gaze near, far, or infinite. Look at each other but don't stare. Don't stay to long with anything." Is this a change, a progression in Viewpoints? Or have we all been trained badly?

If really pressed, Space is the only Viewpoint.

Coincidence. Co-Incidents

In Viewpoints the actor is the artist and the instrument all at once.

Suzuki with Bondo. ( Bondo has become my new hero, Not to take anything away from Bruce "Zeus" Cromer, but my god, Bondo is a beast)

Suzuki is slowly becoming my favorite thing to do. I can concede to Rihacek the feeling is analogous to the feeling you have after getting a tattoo, skydiving, or sex. Still don't understand smoking though.

Your images and intent are what get you through, but don't just focus on the images to the exclusion of focusing on your body and the moves. Or shifting balance in my case.

No body ever over shoots their leg and loses balance. We are all conserving our balance to the point of not doing it right. What are we afraid of losing? Control? Are we afraid we could fly? That is the point where acting should begin.

Movement class with Barney

Developmental Movement, very similar to Authentic movement, based out of research of fetuses and newborns.

Dance= Conscious movement. Everyone can dance. Some of us just can't dance well.

Homologous Movement- Upper body, lower body. You have six limbs. Head, Arms, Legs, Tail.

Homolateral- Left side or Right side

Translateral- Left/right right /left like walking.

Text with Stephen

All text for the stage is poetic

All poetry is vocal and meant to be heard

The medium of poetry is the human body.

Poetry was created to hold things in memory, to describe intensity and sensuousness, to convey ideas and feeling rapidly and memorably, and to communicate with the dead.


We watched Katzelmacher in the theater this evening. It is a German film by Rainer Werner Fassbinder from 1969. It is the structure that SITI is basing their new show off of. The show is called "Who do you think you are?" and it is based off the idea Scientific breakthroughs in Neuroplasticiy. Sounds exciting, eh? Sarcasm doesn't carry very well in my typing, but know that it was drippping with it. I hate,hate, hate this movie. I want to rebel against it. It's cold and unemotional, nothing happens. It worries me the direction I perceive them to be going. I hope and expect to be surprised with the result. I hope!

Composition problems. We need a director, even though the first rule of this piece was no director. We need an editor, there are to many cooks in the kitchen. No one notices the friction or lack of communication when everyone talks and wants there ideas to be heard. Ideas are cheap, which means that you can throw them out there if you want. But they're cheap, which means they will lack a lot of substance as well. So as usual I'm tending to remain quiet. I don't want to step into the role I naturally would and direct. So I'm spending my ideas wisely. This will come back to bite me in the butt.

Take care of each other. Here's to a better future.

SITI Day 3

Viewpoints with Barney ( Rihacek, I absolutely see why you are in love this man, he is a beautiful soul)

Classical Theatre is structured in a vertical line, Hierarchical. Viewpoints flips that over and makes it horizontal. Nothing is more important than the other. No beginning and end (except Time and Space)

Use all 5 Senses. Actors need to see like a painter, Hear like a composer, Feel like a sculptor, smell like a sommelier, and taste like a chef.

We have all noticed something here amongst ourselves and are curious to ask the company if it is a change or if everyone is trained wrong across the country. The word soft focus has never been used. While viewpointing we are encouraged to look at each other. This seems like such a minor change, but it really is drastic. We all got on stage went into soft focus, Zombie face, and were told "No, look around, make your gaze near, far, or infinite. Look at each other but don't stare. Don't stay to long with anything." Is this a change, a progression in Viewpoints? Or have we all been trained badly?

If really pressed, Space is the only Viewpoint.

Coincidence. Co-Incidents

In Viewpoints the actor is the artist and the instrument all at once.

Suzuki with Bondo. ( Bondo has become my new hero, Not to take anything away from Bruce "Zeus" Cromer, but my god, Bondo is a beast)

Suzuki is slowly becoming my favorite thing to do. I can concede to Rihacek the feeling is analogous to the feeling you have after getting a tattoo, skydiving, or sex. Still don't understand smoking though.

Your images and intent are what get you through, but don't just focus on the images to the exclusion of focusing on your body and the moves. Or shifting balance in my case.

No body ever over shoots their leg and loses balance. We are all conserving our balance to the point of not doing it right. What are we afraid of losing? Control? Are we afraid we could fly? That is the point where acting should begin.

Movement class with Barney

Developmental Movement, very similar to Authentic movement, based out of research of fetuses and newborns.

Dance= Conscious movement. Everyone can dance. Some of us just can't dance well.

Homologous Movement- Upper body, lower body. You have six limbs. Head, Arms, Legs, Tail.

Homolateral- Left side or Right side

Translateral- Left/right right /left like walking.

Text with Stephen

All text for the stage is poetic

All poetry is vocal and meant to be heard

The medium of poetry is the human body.

Poetry was created to hold things in memory, to describe intensity and sensuousness, to convey ideas and feeling rapidly and memorably, and to communicate with the dead.


We watched Katzelmacher in the theater this evening. It is a German film by Rainer Werner Fassbinder from 1969. It is the structure that SITI is basing their new show off of. The show is called "Who do you think you are?" and it is based off the idea Scientific breakthroughs in Neuroplasticiy. Sounds exciting, eh? Sarcasm doesn't carry very well in my typing, but know that it was drippping with it. I hate,hate, hate this movie. I want to rebel against it. It's cold and unemotional, nothing happens. It worries me the direction I perceive them to be going. I hope and expect to be surprised with the result. I hope!

Composition problems. We need a director, even though the first rule of this piece was no director. We need an editor, there are to many cooks in the kitchen. No one notices the friction or lack of communication when everyone talks and wants there ideas to be heard. Ideas are cheap, which means that you can throw them out there if you want. But they're cheap, which means they will lack a lot of substance as well. So as usual I'm tending to remain quiet. I don't want to step into the role I naturally would and direct. So I'm spending my ideas wisely. This will come back to bite me in the butt.

Take care of each other. Here's to a better future.

SITI Day 2

SITI day 2
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

Suzuki this morning with Aikiko

Face into your discomfort. Don't shy away. Look it in the eye and conquer it. Getting on stage is already a scary thing, conquering that is noble. Acting is a noble thing and was a true art in Japan. Reclaim the heroic mantle. First face into your discomfort and win

Josh and I met Bruce Myers, One of Peter Brooks longtime actors, at Peter Brooks' Hamlet in Chicago and Josh, being the braver of the two of us, went up and asked him a question. He asked "Mr Myers, what advice would you give to a young actor as they go forth in the world?" and without hesitation Bruce Myers said "Put on your armor. No knight or samurai warrior dared step on the battlefield without their armor, why would you step on stage without yours. The stage is your battlefield, your training and preparation is your armor."

What is 100%? Are you giving 100% or merely what is passable? If you can give 100% why not? This comes out of my not being able to grasp the full weight shift needed for balance in Suzuki. But, of course it speaks to acting and all of life. What is 100% Are you giving it?

Find elegance and grace in your work

When you make a mistake, or lose balance, you have a choice: Drop out and let the world know, or re-commit as fast as you can with the aforementioned grace.

Then had Viewpoints with Bondo

Working up to Open Viewpoints, starting at the beginning with Sun Salutations and floor exercises, 12-6-4, and opening awareness with partnered triangles.

How do you keep your energy up? Your tempo? Interest. Just as in Suzuki, the way you keep from falling asleep is interest, losing tempo- interest, losing energy- interest.

Focus on others, keep them in your focus and off yourself. When in pain or feeling bad focus on the other and you will forget yourself.

My feet hurt worse from Viewpoints than in Suzuki

I don't understand people who leave Viewpoints, or especially Suzuki, and run outside to have a cigarette. I just don't get it.

The food is good here. Or maybe my body is needing nourishment.

Composition class with Leon

Creating with the language of theatre

D.W.Griffiths invented montage, Eisentein developed it. Go watch The Battleship Potemkin

Cause and effect in the audience by lining up images in a certain way.

Patterns, not linear narrative. Don't spoon feed an audience.

Directing is more like waiting tables. Don't serve desert at the main course, does the audience need more water, etc.

Slow down time

Directors direct the play, actors direct the role

Jo Ha Kyu Beginning middle end Never have to much Kyu in you Jo, or to much Ha in your Kyu

Circular structures

Make the audience active, let the action continue in their mind, don't always give it to them

Ambiguity is Ok if it leads to a question, not if it leads to ambivalence

Diagonals are powerful because they contain Vertical and Horizontal, Time and space

Play with the audiences perspective, like a movie camera

Play with all the senses

Change what is recognizable

Relationships define the world, we will buy the new world if you define the relationship as being of that world.

Take care of each other. Here's to a better future.

SITI Day 1

SITI day one is over. I'm tired, sore, and energized all at once. I will sleep very well tonight.

Not much to report today, we began last night with an introduction of the company and the 60 participants from all over the world. Just a meet and greet.

This morning was some more introductions and safety lessons, followed by some composition games.

Then three hours of Suzuki!!!

I'm going to be purposefully vague when talking about the work we do in Suzuki and Viewpoints. It would do absolutely no good to write about and explain something that I don't understand and you can only glimpse physically in the moment. I'm sorry. Just know that I will keep everyone informed on Composition, Collaboration, and writing. I'll write a little about my progress in Suzuki and any new discoveries or surprises with viewpoints. I know I'll have them.

Activity vs. Action-

Activity is movement without purpose. Exercise. Action is movement with purpose, with focus. Suzuki is training, not activity. Action, not an exercise. It took me until today to tie in Grotowski's use of Action to Suzuki and the Viewpoints. Grotowski's most famous warm-up tool "the Cat" ( which the company doesn't even use anymore) is an action, every movement has a purpose, a goal, a story. The name of the show they have been working on for almost twenty years is Action! In Suzuki today, hearing that, I had an epiphany. While battling my shaky legs, the sweat pouring down my back, and trying to transfer my weight seamlessly I noticed that when I invented a story or purpose for the movement I thought less about the pain, or I should really say discomfort, and more about the Action! The Grotowski work was so imbued with a focus, intensity, and truth because every movement had a purpose or story. I had forgotten that. Until today. We are so concerned with trying to be perfect, to maintain the form, or just get the form right that we are missing out on the reason for the Action in the first place. Perfection is the end-goal, don't skip the journey to get there. You may never get there. Don't do a near perfect thing so that you can pass for perfection. Don't half ass Suzuki so it looks right, accept the discomfort and invest in the action so that you can move toward perfection.

How many times have we seen an actor drop out of a part without stopping acting or giving up the character. We just know right? You can sense it, feel it, taste it that it's false. That they are going through the motions.

How many times have you? Or I? Why shortchange ourselves?

Jessica Tandy recalled a story about working on Broadway and doing 8 shows a week. Someone asked her "How can you feel those great emotions every night?", and she replied very humbly "I can't feel those things every night. If I'm lucky I feel it three or four times a week.". "But what about all the other nights?" the person asked. "That is when I really on my technique," she replied "I'm always seeking perfection, but when I can't get there I have my technique to move me forward."

Take care of each other. Hear hoping for a better tomorrow.

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Ben Cameron Speech

Ben Cameron Speech
A keynote speech by Ben Cameron at Dance/USA's Winter Council


" It is an honor for me to be here, not only because I've been a huge admirer of Andrea Snyder for a number of years – and we have known each other for 15 years at this point, having both been at the NEA [National Endowment for the Arts] at the same time – but because I stand in awe of a lot of what you all do. Even though my official point of orientation is the theater, part of the great joy I've had over the years is experiencing other art forms, especially dance, during my years in Minnesota. Whether we're talking about work like Uncle Tom's Cabin by Bill T. Jones or The Hard Nut by Mark Morris, whether we're talking the companies of Amanda Miller or Susan Marshall, whether we're talking the phenomenal physical power of Elizabeth Streb or the incredible physical grace of a company like the San Francisco Ballet, whose Carmen on tour was the first thing I ever saw that was a professional dance experience in North Carolina in the late 1950s, you all have significantly altered and transformed my life and amplified the vocabulary with which I filter the human experience. So I am in debt to you for everything you do everyday.

That said, let's get right to it.

Last night at dinner, there was a group of six or seven of us who began to discuss the bifurcated leadership structure our organizations typically have. Certainly in our field that artistic director/managing director leadership structure is the predominate model for major organizations. We were asking the question, "Is this applicable? Is this appropriate? Is this even feasible in the current economic times in which we live?" Our conclusions, which I don't think we reached necessarily, probably were less powerful for me than the subtle uncovering of the essential differences of assumptions of our relative fields. Although I thought I understood in parallel much of how dance companies behave by analogy for how theater companies behave, nonetheless, that conversation subtly teased out the most miniscule, but the most revealing differences in our two fields.

For that reason I want to preface this by saying I'm not capable or equipped of talking to you about what dance should do, can do, ought to do, in order to survive these times. Maybe the better way of looking at my time before you is to let me share with you what the theater field is asking, what questions we are raising, how we are approaching these concerns in hopes that this will either stimulate flashes of recognition or provoke similar questions of your own. Clearly, the thing I don't need to say is that I'm standing in front of you, or we're all collected in a time of unprecedented stress. It's easy for us to benchmark the beginning of that time from 9/11 for those of us in the United States, and clearly we do. And while I wish I stood before you with more than antidotal information, with quantifiable fiscal survey information, we like Dance/USA conduct our fiscal analysis based on audits.
If dance companies work the same schedule as theaters do, most fiscal years end June 30 and the audits get approved in October or November, sometimes even slightly later. We are in the process of gathering those audits now and crunching those numbers to be able to say, "Here is the impact of that dire, unprecedented year fiscally on the theater field." We don't have those numbers yet. But given the enormity of what happened during 9/11, we took the unprecedented step at TCG [Theatre Communications Group] of saying to our membership at three different points in the year, "We know it's not audited, but times are too urgent. So we are going to ask you how you are doing." The last of those surveys came at the end of the fiscal year period.

And here is what our members told us: 35 percent of theaters nationwide said, "We experienced a shortfall in government giving"; 51 percent of theaters said, "We experienced a shortfall in individual giving"; 52 percent cited a shortfall in foundation giving; 55 percent said, "We experienced a shortfall in single ticket sales and subscriptions"; and 67 percent said, "We experienced a shortfall in corporate contributions." As horrific as these numbers are – and they are disturbing to say the least – we recognize this is the beginning of a much longer, much darker period. When I say only 35 percent experienced a government shortfall, I'm not saying the obvious. The bulk of government budgets were set before the events of 9/11, and already, if you live in a state like New Jersey, where I live, you know that state after state after state is encountering record debts of projections for state budgets. In those states, every arts budget is up for attack and to date 42 of the 50 states in this country have cut their arts budget over prior year levels in figures ranking from six or seven percent in North Carolina to 67 percent in Massachusetts. The New York governor just announced an additional 13.5 percent cut the day before yesterday. We know that government number will be much worse 12 months from now than it was this last go-round.

When I say corporate contributions are going away, I'm also not acknowledging the obvious that increasingly corporations continue to turn their backs or make the case that other priorities call on their attention more than the arts. Tim McClimon of AT&T in a conversation yesterday said, "In the last two years, my giving budget has gone from $51 million to $10 million. In fact, AT&T has less money to give away than it has ever had, including the year the foundation was founded. What I don't say about foundations is what's obvious for many of you, that many foundations give on a rolling average of three years' assets, and many foundation officers I know say, "Look, you guys in the arts are still experiencing the largesse of the stock markets of '98, '99 and '00, and when the stock markets of '00, '01 and '02 become the basis for that average, foundation giving in this country will crash and burn." Already we've seen The Pew Charitable Trusts withdraw from the national funding arena. We've seen the Irvine Foundation in California lay off its entire arts and giving staff but one, and this is just the beginning of that trajectory. Individuals are far less certain to give when their asset base is uncertain, so what, in sum, disturbs us is not simply the fall in one of these sectors.

Shortly after Andrea and I both left the NEA, government giving at a federal level fell precipitously, but it was offset by the rise in foundation giving. In comparison, this situation today, to anyone's memory, is the first moment that any one of us can recall where everything is trending south at the same time: foundation giving down; corporate giving down; individual giving down; all going down at the same moment. How we will prepare ourselves for that moment is anyone's guess. In the theater field, several central questions obsess us in this moment. How do we manage for the long term to keep alive the vision and vitality of the art form and the epic scale we exist to serve, while overcoming in the short term the very real financial obstacles that plague us? How do we reward the aspirations of an emerging and future generation of artists and leaders without dismantling the achievements of the past generation? How do we find the courage and the creativity to embrace the future, to be masters of change rather than casualties of change? To have the courage to risk, and by risk I don't mean behavior responsibility, I mean constantly pushing ourselves beyond our comfort zone remembering that risk lies at the heart of everything we do artistically. Without risk, there is no artistic moment; we all know that. How do we make sure our organizations have that same degree of commitment to risk, even in a time when everything else preaches to us we should be thinking in the opposite fashion?

For my own part, I have to begin by acknowledging that if we look on this as all caused by 9/11, we have totally missed the boat. I believe 9/11 caused none of the stress we are experiencing to date. 9/11 may have sped the degree to which these things came home to roost, but increasingly if we look backward in time, already in certain benchmarking trends we can see slowing and breaking movement happening that 9/11 simply threw forward into bold relief. If we're going to manage for the long term and understand the mission before us, I would propose that, regardless of what we're experiencing individually, collectively we have to ask ourselves at least three big questions.

Before I tell you the three, let me also add that I think partly what we need to do is step back to say perhaps what we are experiencing is less a particular moment in history than it is the confusion that happens at any change when we experience a seismic upheaval in human consciousness. Now that's a mouthful, but if you've read [Tolstoy's The Death of] Ivan Ilich], it reminds us that there are certain fundamental changes in human consciousness. We used to be an agrarian or an agricultural society, and in that time what did history mean? History meant we came together, we sang songs, we danced dances, we chanted chants and in that way history was a tribal, collective, oral, on-the-ear activity. But then came the printing press, and we moved from being an agrarian society into an industrial society and in that moment everything changed. How we thought of the individual changed; how we thought of history changed. Instead of being tribal, collective and oral it became private, individual and visual as history was recorded on the printed page.

Indeed, how memory was even conceived changed. Memory used to be you made architecture in your mind and you stored memories in rooms and you sent a runner to retrieve the memory from that room, if you read classic Greek; that was memory. Now memory is a file on the printed page. Ilich would say we are at another such seismic moment as we move out of the industrial age into the
information/technological/digital/whatever-you-want-to-call-it age. And it's not that computers and technology are good or bad, but it's that they are. And in this moment everything we have come to hold sacred is up for grabs.

Tom Friedman, a global economist for The New York Times, spoke at our conference two months before 9/11 and presciently and ominously predicted virtually everything that came to pass, but he also offered a powerful metaphor that makes this case. He said, "For those of us over 40, the world we grew up in was a world symbolized by the Berlin Wall. In a world of the wall, it's easy to know good from bad, friend from foe, black from white. But the world we live in now is not the world of the wall, it's the world of the web. And in the world of the web, everything is intermingled. It's not so easy to distinguish friend from foe; it's not so easy to distinguish black from white. As he reminds us, in the world of the wall, every Nobel Prize winner was a king, an emperor, a prime minister, a powered individual, but in the world of the web think about the housewife who won the Nobel Peace Prize by starting an anti-landmine campaign on e-mail. Not an individual benign with power, a super-empowered individual. And it takes no more than 9/11 to remind us that it takes only 18 super-empowered individuals to temporarily bring a world order to its knees. Now, in that construct there are at least three big questions, again, that I think we need to ask ourselves or to look at, and for my mind the questions are defined as follows: they examine who we are; how we think; and how we congregate. Now I want to take each of those briefly in turn with you.

First of all, who we are. I always preface by saying that it's odd that someone who is going to talk to you about cultural diversity is a white male, but I'm your speaker so that's what you've got. I also want to preface by saying, as a former funder I worry that we've had this conversation for precisely the wrong reasons. I worry that we've talked about cultural diversity in the context of the changing demographics; that we all know by the year 2050 the majority of people in this country will be people of color, and that many of us have said, "Ooh hoo, God, the audience has changed. Boy, I better get with the program or I'm going to be out of business." I call that demographic blackmail. Demographic blackmail is not the reason to walk the road of cultural diversity for me.

We've often, at least in the theater field, chased the dream of cultural diversity, in part because funders encouraged us to do so. As a former funder, I take responsibility to acknowledge that in retrospect I worry that what we were really doing was perpetuating old patterns of funding. Essentially, what we were able to say is, "Gee, let's give the way we've always given because we'll give a million dollars to the orchestra, but here if you'll only diversify while we continue to give the African American theater ten thousand dollars." That was about perpetuation of existing standards not about changing behavior, and money for me is not a reason to diversify. I think I'm going to talk about cultural diversity, which is, in theater at least, a hard, difficult, painful road often fraught with frustration and setbacks and misunderstanding. We have to reach to a more personal place to make that commitment.
The place from which I come to this is actually my background as a Southerner. Here's my road into cultural diversity. I was born and raised in North Carolina in a town called High Point, and I did my college years at Chapel Hill. Every Southerner I've talked to, no matter where you were born and raised, when you were born and raised in the south you were acutely conscious of how the rest of the world thinks about you. You know that the rest of the country thinks you're Dolly and Dogpatch, grits and collards, Gomer, Guber, maybe Scarlett and Rhett. Every Southerner I know has experienced the look of condescension that crosses a Yankee face when they hear your Southern accent for the first time, and the subsequent look of amazement when you put two intelligent consecutive sentences together. I heard somebody say, "That's so true." And the media, rather than dispelling these limiting images, tended to reinforce them. I didn't know Gomer and Guber growing up in North Carolina. I'm sure they existed; they weren't part of my world. But when people have said to me, "What was it like to grow up in the south?" I say, "The world I think about first is the world of my grand-daddy Brown, who I pay honor to partly at this moment: a man who was briefly in Ripley's Believe it or Not for delivering his 6,000th baby on his 97th birthday; a man who was an Appalachian country doctor in the back hills of a little town at that point called Hendersonville, North Carolina, which has grown much better; and a man who was probably the single biggest formative influence on how I look at the world. When I was four, grand-daddy said to me, "Get in the car. We're going to go collect $200 worth of bills." I got in the car, and grand-daddy had palsy so he shook, which meant he couldn't keep the car quite on the road, so everybody in town knew if you see Doctor Brown coming, get out of the street. So we're going bumpity-bumpity-bump down these streets and little kids were going, "Ahh, Doctor Brown," and diving into the doorways. When we came back at the end of the day, we had a side of ham and a bushel of corn and 30 jars of jelly and five dollars in cash. I was very impressed with that, and grand-daddy said we broke even.

When I go back to Hendersonville, North Carolina, today, I go to a thing called Curb Market, which is their equivalent to a farmer's market, and I look for the oldest person I can find and I say, "Did you know Doctor Brown?" And they all say, "Why sure I do, Doctor Brown." And I'll say, "Well, I'm his grandson." Then they say, "James Steven Junior, you come over here," and they'll say, "This is James Steven. When your grand-daddy delivered him, we couldn't afford to pay him so we just named the baby for him." I think there are more James Stevens per capita in Hendersonville, North Carolina, than in the rest of the country. After a short, fantastic conversation about grand-daddy, there's inevitably the part where they try to say to me, "Now, this pound cake is just going to waste," and, "You need some of this jelly. This plant will look real nice in your New York apartment," and on and on and on. Ultimately, my point being as follows: yes, the south is the world of ignorance and prejudice in many cases that outsiders tend to see first, but it is also the world of infinite generosity, of deep family connection, of unbelievable graciousness even in the face of the most austere of conditions.

I was in the twelfth grade before anybody showed me the work of William Faulkner, and it was manna from heaven, because for the first time I didn't see the story told about the south or to the south. I heard the story of the south, told by the south, for the south as only the south can tell it. From what I know as a Southerner, it is not a leap for me to make to a child of color who goes to our arts events time after time after time and never sees himself or herself walk out on that stage. From what I know as a Southerner, it is not a leap for me to make to the economically disenfranchised, who walk into the opulence of our orchestra halls and feel that the surroundings are shouting at them, "You don't belong." And from what I know as a Southerner, it's not a leap for me to make to funding panels where I hear the artists of color saying, "My brothers and sisters are killing each other in the streets and the arts are going to make the difference," and the white artists are talking about psychological transformation and getting in touch with their feelings, oblivious to the privilege that inheres if that's your most pressing concern.

If we're going to talk about diversity, we need to understand the role we have played historically in determining whose stories are told and how. We cannot congratulate ourselves for introducing the inauthentic. This is a very theatrical set of examples that may or may not resonate, but I've always thought that the film Guess Who's Coming to Dinner, the story of integration told for the comfort of white people, did not open the door for Spike Lee. Miss Saigon, the story of the Asian-American experience in Vietnam told for the comfort of white people, did not open the door for Amy Tan, and Philadelphia, the story of AIDS told for the comfort of the HIV-negative and straight, did not open the door for Tony Kushner. Yet, how grateful audiences are when Spike Lee, Amy Tan and Tony Kushner finally can speak. This is a hard road, as I've said, and I would certainly not expect every organization to make the case to embrace this priority, but, for my mind, if we fail to embrace this priority we collude with oppression, we block total self-fulfillment, we turn our backs on much of what is great about this country and, for me, that is just wrong.

Now, I also preface by saying maybe this is something that a younger generation gets that we don't. When I look at kids today, I see a cross-fertilization in hip-hop music and dance and a rise in interracial dating and interracial marriage that was inconceivable growing up, for me to ever see in my lifetime, given where I born and raised in the 1950s. Yet I have to ask, what do those kids see when they see us, and does our de facto segregation create a chasm with them that we will never ever ford? This issue of young people gets me to the second point – and this is really such a strong theatrical concern I'm just going to allude to it briefly in passing – which is how we think. We spend a lot of time in theater trying to appreciate the difference in perceptual frameworks, and I'm really going to shortchange you through this and not go through a lot of the background in this, because I don't know that this resonates with you in the same way. But to distill this idea, cognitive studies basically show that people over 40 think in linear narrative patterns, people under 20 think in visual and associative patterns. Think of the difference between ABC news and MTV news. Think of the difference between the sort of narrative stories we read as children and the Sesame Street format of "here's the letter A, now the number 10, and now let's all go to Afghanistan." It's a different perceptual framework that they are encouraged to use, and for us in the theater field, one of the critical issues we have to face is, what will it mean for our art form, in which 90 percent of our stories are told in a linear narrative construct, if increasingly we are being asked to tell them to an audience who is primed to hear stories told in a visual and associative way? All our talk, I think, about student matinee tickets is totally misplaced because when we say, "Gee, if we just cut student rush ticket prices, they will come flocking in our doors." I am sorry, but if it's about economics why, when I'm at Tower Records at midnight, am I number 47 in line behind kids who are carrying stacks of CDs at 15, 16, 17 bucks apiece? If it's an economic issue why, when I go back to Minnesota and go see the artist formerly known as the artist formerly known as Prince because he's Prince again, am I surrounded by kids who spend $105 per seat to be there? For me, in theater, I think this disconnect between our perceptual frameworks is profound, again possibly not of relevance. If you want to talk more about this, I'm happy to because we've got studies about this and I've got lots of stuff I could feed you about this.

But point number three is, "How do we congregate." Here again to be in the shorthand, when a book with the title Bowling Alone lands on the best-selling list, the title itself tells you we don't behave like we used to behave. Increasingly, of course, what we're learning to uncover is that people increasingly look at community as a virtual, rather than as a geographical construct, and that study after study after study of younger people when asked to define their primary community, they often refer to the people with whom they chat online at one or two in the morning. If this is what community comes to be, the question will be raised, "Why should I support the museum down the street if my community is the people spread over thousands and thousands of miles and will never benefit from its programs?" – a huge fundamental shift in the way we congregate and gather.

Now, in this moment I think we have two choices. We can either fold our tents and say, "OK, we're the dinosaurs. Let's just run for the barn with whatever meager pension plans we have in our collective hands and leave this to the next generation," and confirm our olds ways of behavior and look to entrench them even further. Or we can be inspired by at least an anecdote and by a speaker, the anecdote being the Wallenda story, which I found really powerful for me. There's a story about one of the [Flying] Wallendas crossing the wire who was always told that when the big gust of wind comes and blows you off the wire, you let go of the balancing pole and you grab the wire. Of course, you know what I'm going to say. Ultimately, he's on the wire and a big gust of wind comes up and he's got the pole, but that pole has sustained him his whole life; he's never walked the wire without the pole. The pole has tilted here and tilted there and brought him back more than once, and when the wind comes up, he refuses to let go of the pole and over he goes down to his death. We're in gale winds on the wire, and part of our challenge is whether we have the courage to drop the pole.
Now in this life Doug Rushkoff has given me the greatest way into this, the media specialist whose booked media buyers, I hope you know. When he said to us at the same conference where Friedman talked, "You know I look at this moment as a renaissance, and what's a renaissance? A renaissance is a renegotiation of old ideas to reach a new consensual reality." I love that phrase. It's a renegotiation of old ideas to reach a new consensual reality. Looking at this moment not as a moment of war and factions who seek to overcome us, but as a renaissance moment, suddenly the barrier has become different for me. Rushkoff reminds us the old renaissance gave us four things: it gave us global circumnavigation; it gave us forced-perspective drawing; it gave us Newtonian physics; and it gave us coffee, thank God, for many of us. He would contend that the new renaissance is giving us four new things: instead of global circumnavigation, space exploration; instead of forced-perspective drawing, holograms; instead of Newtonian physics, fractals; instead of coffee, Starbucks. So in that life how do we look at the three questions as defined with renaissance, in a renaissance perspective? Already I've alluded that in terms of race issues we have an amazing cross-fertilization of cultural influence that promises a whole new set of race relations in the United States that could rebound to our benefit. In terms of the technology that drives the difference in this perceptual framework, in terms of these computers, if we look at this not as an "either/or" but as a "both," and what we see, in the theater at least, is an unbelievable explosion right now of technological possibilities. We see scene designers designing in fantastic new ways. We see playwrights writing in bursts of new rhythm almost, as somebody said, like they are channel-surfing on TV watching five shows at once. But scene rhythms have gone to short, pop, simultaneous storytelling, interweaving narrative. It's a fantastic new burst of creative energy among writers. And we talk about this means to convene, and this for me is the most profound, this way we socialize differently. I'm most compelled by a survey done in Philadelphia by a real estate developer who was afraid he was going to lose his tenants to cheaper buildings with an explosion of buildings. He surveyed his local tenants four times because he couldn't believe what he was hearing. He was saying, "What's the thing you want most in life that you don't have?" thinking people would say, "I don't get enough exercise and so let's put free gyms in all the buildings so nobody will get fat." The number one answer that came back every time was, "We want the opportunity to socialize with people other than the ones we work with," very profound, very specific. For those of us in the south, you've probably heard the joke "air conditioning was the death of the Southern neighborhood," and it's not really a joke. When I grew up in the south, it was too hot to stay indoors in July. Every adult put their chairs up on the porch, every kid rode their bicycles up and down the street. You knew all your neighbors because you could not stay inside. Now in the south people go, "I'm in the summer months," slam the doors, crank up the AC, and they don't know people two doors away. That pales by the current pressures people feel by work schedules, rigor and technology, and people want to socialize with people they don't know. For that reason, we are saying smart theaters are asking the question, "Our mission is no longer to produce performances. Our mission is the orchestration of social interaction, in which the performance is a piece, but only a piece, of what we're called to do." And smart artistic directors and managing directors around the country are saying, "I just realized I have a main stage, an upper stage, a cabaret maybe, my lobby is my fourth stage and my lobby needs the same degree of curating and programming as my other official stages meet." That's a profound shift in the sensibility of how we think about our work.

Clearly we can't do all this alone. And even so, in the middle of this I am optimistic about our future, and I'm optimistic for three reasons. Number one, I'm optimistic in a sense because in those numbers I mentioned initially, 51% down here, 60% down there, on each of those questions roughly 30-35% of theaters said to us, "We're not sure we understand why, but we're having a better year than we've ever had." And beginning to poke at that a little more and say, "OK, so you had a great year. What was that about?" We are hearing three things. Number one, some theaters are saying, "We have to admit we had big reserves, we had good investments," and we even had one theater say, "We made money on our investments in the last year," which was pretty amazing, but in some rare cases we leaned more heavily on reserves than we needed to but we made it through.

The second group of theaters said, "Well, we had a hit, you know pure and simple, we had a hit." Milwaukee Repertory's Shear Madness ran for four months. They kept it open and managed to make the box office. In many theaters, they weren't expected, for example, Berkeley Repertory had a big hit with Homebody/Kabul, the four-hour Tony Kushner play about Afghanistan. So it's not necessarily just palatable fare, but it was a hit and it mattered.

But the third thing we heard was it's the board. If there's anything that is most critical to how we think about these times, in addition to refashioning our thinking in new frameworks, it's about how we think of our board of directors and that partnership. We're being very aggressive in telling our board members, it used to be enough to be a supporter of an arts organization to sit on its board: you wrote a check, you came to a dinner and were honored, you came to a few meetings a year, that was enough. It's no longer enough. To warrant a place on the board of directors now, to be charged with the steering of the destiny of a collective of artists and managers, to sit on that board you can no longer be a supporter of that organization. You must be an activist on behalf of that organization and that's a different shift of energy. Activists write letters to the editor and go to Albany or whatever state capital arts cuts are threatened because, as we all know, in this moment the voice of the artist is heard as too self-interested and it's the lawyer, it's the doctor, it's the banker, it's the housewife, it's the constituent who can be heard when art professionals cannot be. An activist board member takes a kid every time he goes to a theater or dance concert, in part because we know that everyone with a significant relation to the art had it before they were 18. If you get beyond 18, you're never going to be convinced, and in our long-term health getting kids to experience art at a young age is pivotal. Even better, they take a kid and a kid's friend because we know the two most powerful impacts on the investment in the arts are parental example and peer reinforcement – if you watched your parents go to the arts or they took you and if you had a friend who thought it was cool. I would bet all of you in this room could relate to those two things. That ensures arts investment. An activist board member leverages their social contacts. Steppenwolf [Theatre] has a big auction every year, which I love going to. It's their charity fundraiser. They've taken over a million dollars a year on this auction, and they auction things from pots and pans to dinner with Gary Sinise, which last year went for $75,000, and they sold two of them – unbelievable. One of the things they always auction off, which is my favorite, is a walk-on on Frasier because if you watch Frasier you may not realize John Mahoney, who plays Martin Crane the father, is a founding member of Steppenwolf. (The walk-on is, if this is the camera that was the walk-on. They sort of play it back so people can see what they did. They even sort of play it in slow motion because otherwise you'd have to say, "What, oh I thought – run it again.") It comes with first-class airline tickets, a suite at the Beverly Hilton, et cetera. The same corporate CEO has bought the walk-on for the last three years running at $35,000 a pop. He has never done the walk-on. He holds an essay contest in his corporation about why the arts are important, and the employee who writes the best essay gets the walk-on trip.
Activist board behavior, leveraging social contact, empowering and charging our boards to behave in this new fashion is absolutely critical to our success. Activism implies partnership, support implies delegation, and we cannot delegate the solutions to our financial problems.

Ultimately, activist board members additionally have shifted their orientation. In the theater field, we are quality-obsessed. We spend all our time in rehearsals saying, "How do I get a better performance? How do I get a better scene out of this? How do I get a better director?" It's better, better, better. If you're a manager you want more zeros on the budget because if you got more money you hire better talent, work gets better. Every grant application starts talking about artistic excellence, quality, better, better, better. As many of you may know, I left the NEA and went to Target stores (or Tar-jay as many of you may call it). At that point when I arrived there the people at Target taught me many incredible lessons, with the first and most pivotal being these: that while we were talking about quality, the rest of the country had moved on, and it is no longer quality that determines investment of time, money and energy; it's value. At Target, they always say, "You can have the best toilet paper in the world on the shelves. If people don't see the value of coming in the store in the first place, they never get to see you've got the good or the bad. And p.s., you better have the best on the shelf once they're inside the store." But value precedes quality as a source of investment. To that end, we ask each of our theaters to answer three clear questions that are hard. We say, "What is the value of your theater, or in your case, what is the value of your dance company?" Number two is harder – "What is the value that your dance company alone offers or offers better than anyone else?" – because duplicative or second-rate value in this economy will not stand. The hardest is "How will your community be damaged if your dance company closes its doors and goes away tomorrow?" If you can't answer those three questions, the only supporters you have are the people who are in your seats.

In the theater field we've become better about quantifying that value. Some of this crosses over. We already know that every dollar spent on an arts ticket leverages five to seven dollars for the local economy, between parking and restaurants and the fabric store where the fabric is built for the costumes. For the Chamber of Commerce, that's a fantastic argument of value that you need to have in your arsenal. We know that kids who participate in the arts do 80 points higher on SATs than kids who don't, and if you care about education in your community, you have got to care about the arts. We know that kids who study Shakespeare have greater verbal acuity, greater complexity of thought, greater tolerance of ambiguity. If you're concerned about mental development and intellectual development, you have to care about the arts. In race relations, there's a UCLA study that shows kids who have been active in theater are 42 percent less likely to tolerate racist behavior than kids who haven't. If you care about race relations, you have to care about the arts. Those are value arguments.
Indeed, when I was at Target, we used to go from community to community to introduce ourselves when we walked in the door. We would come to town and we'd say, "We're going to open a new store, we're going to give away a lot of money, and here's how you get a piece of that." And in every community people would begin by saying, "Excuse me, you don't know this because you're not from here, but we have AIDS exploding through the ceiling, we have welfare to work issues, we have a food bank without enough food to put on the plates, a homeless shelter without enough beds, we have a school system that can't put books in the kids' hands. Why the hell do you people give so much money to the arts?" And in every case, we'd say, "How many of you grew up singing in the church choir, acting in the school play, or whatever?" And almost every hand would go up and I'd say, "Tell me, what did you learn from this?" Somebody would say, "I learned exit stage left," or "I learned a musical scale," and then somebody else would say, "Well, I actually learned punctuality because I ditched class all the time, but you can't show up at 8:15 when the curtain goes up at 8." Somebody else would say, "I learned teamwork because when you sing in the church choir, it's not how well you sing, it's how well you listen and blend with others." There was a retired Marine in North Carolina who said to me, "I didn't learn discipline in the Marines; I learned discipline playing the French horn." Ultimately, when it came to value, the audiences we had were far more articulate about the value we offer than I ever could have been. If we don't know our value, all we have to do is ask our audience.

Now I want to share with you in closing two things, the first being on this value, a speech I ran across by McNeil Lowry from 1963, a visionary that many of you may know as the man who engineered the Ford giving program that led to the growth in the not-for-profit arts industry in this country. Lowry offered ten arguments for the importance of the arts, and I want you to hear both the beauty and the eloquence in the precision of the phrasing and also the double time that we're talking about his arguments in 2003 for arguments he wrote in 1963.

But here they are: the importance to the image of American society abroad; a means of communication, and consequently of understanding, between this country and others; an expression of national purpose; an important influence in the liberal education of the individual; I love this next one – an important key to an American's understanding of himself, his times and his destiny; a purposeful occupation for youth; in their institutional form, a vitality to the social, moral and educational resources of a community, and therefore, good for business, especially in new centers of population; as a component for strengthening moral and spiritual bastions in a people whose national security is threatened; and as an offset to the materialism of a new and affluent society. If we can't make this case, based on these things we know, then it's not going to matter about welfare-to-work or AIDS or homelessness or education. If we don't have these abilities, then we can't even have the conversations.

In closing, I want to share with you my favorite quote by Ann Bogart, an artist. We should always end and begin with artists, I think, and here's what Ann Bogart tells us in this time: "Do not assume that you have to have some prescribed conditions to do your best work, do not wait. Do not wait for enough time or money to accomplish what you have in mind. Work with what you have right now; work with the people around you right now; work with the architecture you see around you right now. Do not wait for what you assume is the appropriate, stress-free environment in which to generate expression. Do not wait for maturity or insight or wisdom. Do not wait until you are sure you know what you are doing. Do not wait until you have enough technique. What you do now, what you make of your present circumstance, will determine the quality and scope of your future endeavors. And at the same time be patient."

I've always said when I left Target that I did it for one reason – people, if anybody ever offers you the job of working at the Target charitable giving program, take that job, it is the best job in the whole world! and ultimately there's a joke about corporate philanthropy because, well, in corporate philanthropy you just had your last bad meal and your last sincere compliment – but I left it because I am convinced that when we give our lives to the arts, what we all do, regardless of discipline, is we honor the past, we commemorate the present, we shape and change the future in a way that does honor to all and violence to none. I don't care how much Jesse Helms may try to shame us from that path, it is God's work we do. In that light, I want to thank you for your part in doing God's work. I want to say to you TCG is here with its hands outstretched in friendship anytime we can be of help to you or Dance/USA. And I would like to thank you for your patience and kindness in listening to me today. Thank you very much."

Ben Cameron Discussion

As advertised, the Ben Cameron discussion that I have been putting off follows. I will be in Saratoga Springs, NY doing the SITI company's workshop and I'll be blogging about that so I figured I needed to get this one done.

( Ben Cameron is the former head of Theatre Communications Group, the organization that prints American Theatre MAgazine and compiles data about Americas Regional Not-for-profit Theatre Movement.)

Subscribers- They are your cash flow. They are money ahead of time.
They are guaranteed audience
Subscribers are less costly to renew and maintain a subscriber. It is twice as much to get a new audience member

But, the problem is single ticket sales are outpacing subscriber ticket sales.

How do we: a) Change that?
b) accept that and still make do?

*** Society is reflecting back to us our worth. We need to see this as feedback and change/respond ****

We need to ponder these thoughts to prove our worth:

1) Who we are-

Are we adept at speaking to a diverse audience?

2)How we think-

Society has changed the way it views the world. If you are over 45 years old you view the world ( and therefore storytelling) in a linear narrative way. If you are under 35 you view the world ( and therefore storytelling) in a visual associative way. This is in large part due to the invention of the television remote. Our generation grew up on watching three or more channels SIMULTANEOUSLY and still maintaining the plot and story of each show. Our generation sees the world in patterns. But the overwhelming majority of all dramatic literature is linear narrative, not visual associative. Does the Dramatic structure need to change to be built on patterns?

3)How we congregate-

With an on-demand culture growing, how does theatre operate as a specific time frame event? If you can choose to watch any movie any time you want, How does theatre with its 8:00 or 3:00 curtain compete? This is leading to our polarization, we aren't standing next to strangers in line anymore. *** We are still in search for our common meaning though***

Read Bowling Alone by Robert Putnam

4) Retail Shift-

We are in an experience economy. "The Starbuck's experience" However the new economy will be based off of Participation. Think of the success of American Idol, So think you can Dance, and other such entities that require your participation to operate. Do you know how many MP3 players there are on the market? There are over 11,000. But we only think about the iPod. Why? Because they have based them selves on co-creation. Make the soundtrack to your life. Our economy will be based off of co-creation not just consumption.


Read the Long Tail by Chris Anderson

5)Artistic Production and Distribution has become democritized-

There is an entire amateur class doing professional work: Wikipedia, SETI, Astronomers, etc. the Pro-Am movement is growing exponentially. What are the opportunities with a heavily trained professional audience who don't necessarily use their training ( Schools graduate 400,000 MFA students a year. They are not all working in their field, the market can not handle that many people. What does it mean to be trained and learned in a subject but not use that training or learning.)

Read the Rise of the Creative Class by Richard Florida


Do Artistic Director need top be more Museum Curators with a cadre of associate curators and creators? (Andre Bishop at Lincoln Center is not a director but he leads the direction of the artistry at Lincoln Center like a curator)

Genius is internal, not external

TCG's New Generations Program, a mentorship program

Theatre's incubating other theatre's- Steppenwolf and About Face, etc.

1) What's the value we offer the Community?
2)What's the value we alone offer the Community"
3)How would the Community be damaged if we close?

***Now answer those questions without using the words "theatre" or "art"***

Children's theatre of Minneapolis ( perhaps the best children's theatre in the country) has recently changed it's mission statement and motto to be:

"We bring Joy to Children"

Horizon Theatre in Atlanta:

"We connect Audience's to great Stories"

What are our Core values?

1) Core Values pervade the institution
2)Excellence is not a Core Value it is a given. Core Value is a choice
3)Core Values are something you'll do even if you are punished by it. You'll do it through thick and thin. If you say your Core Value is to produce works by artists of color, and you decide to produce Arthur Miller instead because it is more financially feasible, Producing works by artists of Color is not your Core Value.

Burn out is not exhaustion, it is a disconnect from your core values.

Generational divide is what is galvanizing the theatre.

Museums are getting it though ( MoMA, Wexner, etc.)

See a show at 6:00 p.m. then a tie in with a local restaurant for a Prix Fix dinner at 8:00 p.m. with questions on table about show to talk about.

Drama could be shifting to Linear narrative AND Visual associative

Should we say goodbye to Naturalism and realism? T.V. and Film do it so much better.

Let's open up everything to the audience. Why do we keep it so precious? Anne Bogart has open rehearsals and Open Tech. Ariane Mnouchkine has that and you can walk through and see the actors putting on make-up and costumes. The wizard is behind the curtain and the audience knows that. Isn't it more exciting to know he is behind the curtain and still be wowed, confused, and amazed?

Chittlin' Circuit- you can buy the DVD of the play you just watched at the show.

What are the positive things that we have going for us, that we can ride?

Americans get on average 3,000 marketing messages a day. How do we compete for attention? How does anyone know we are doing a show?

How to manage change:

Pick a partner and observe each other in silence. Then turn around and change one thing about yourself. Turn around and describe what changed. Turn around and change 10 things, repeat, 20 things, etc.

Change is increasing exponentially
Anxiety is inevitably linked to change
When asked to change people become competitive not cooperative
When focused on change, people focus on what is lost.
When confronted with change we focus on what is ours
When change is eliminated, we revert to old habits even though it may be less comfortable

3 regrets of retiree's:

1)Not enough reflective thinking
2)Never Clarified life purpose
3)Not enough risk

Don't let that happen!

If you ever have the opportunity to meet, or hear this man speak DO IT. He is brilliant in a thousand ways. I think he teaches at Columbia. Please God let him teach at Columbia. I'm off to Saratoga Springs now, wish me luck. I'll blog soon about it.

All my best to y'all
Here's to a better tomorrow.